23 February 2009

i haTe tHis feElinG s0 muCh

.::* nape ni mira? jgn la mcm tu...kena kuat... tahan feeling tu dgn mnyatakn dia hak milik owg...insya'ALLAH dpt thn...*::.
msj ni best buddy aku yg bg....


sape dia? no need to know...owg t'tentu je yg tau...i dunnow la what happen to me...i know i must forget him...but...argghhhh...really2 hard... klw dgr certain lagu, dan2 t'ingat kt dia...kdg2 muncul dlm mimpi...

& pg td...huh..time nk tunggu akak tu dtg...aku nmpk dia...mula2 x perasan... tibe2 je mcm t'nampak dia...then mulut aku pn trus t'sebut name dia... "******" eyh...bkn kot...hrp2 bkn dia la...cz klw btol tu dia, for sure la aku angau blk...huhu...lpas kete dia b'gerak ke hdpn, aku nmpk la plat kete tu...and yeah, it's him...

oh my god...astaghfirullahalazim...no! aku x bleh syg dia lg...aku kne lupakan dia...cz dia hak milik owg...and owg tu adalah kwn baik aku sendiri... lg pn aku dh ckp kt kawan aku tu, "he is yours.." ya rabbi...anybody plz help me to forget him...aku mesti lupakan dia!!! u know what..patut la aku mcm x t'pikat pn dgn lelaki lain...cz aku still syg kt dia...cmne ni...for those yg tunggu aku, i'm sorry la guyz...aku x brani jnji ape2...but i'll learn to accept you all...

I MUST FORGET HIM!!!

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